Life as a Flower

Hi, I think I should introduce myself, I am a 28 soon to be 29 year old single overweight, first time college student. Nice to meet you. You can call me Cellie. No that is not my name, but I like it better than my own and who doesn't fantasize now and then about shucking off the old shells of who we are and recreating what we wish we could be? For me I wish that i could be thinner, calmer, smarter, more confident, a better mother. Some days I wish I was a hibiscus growing on Maui warm in the sun, with no cares no worries other than absorbing the warmth of the sun. Weird huh? After all, of all things I could choose, superheros, superstars, fantasy creatures I wish to be a plant. Think about it, what is better than dozing in the same and fresh island breezes? I m sure more a few people can relate. Let me know :)