Cats pinterest and cookies. Also.. Goodbye to grammer, this is all voice to text rambles.

no one reads this thing and honestly I haven't tried to post anything in years. the reason why I came up on a personal 10-year anniversary so I thought I'd say something about it it's been just over 10 years since I'm he's in a real relationship with a real human being not just talkin online her even on the phone but real holding hands kissing sex yes it has been 10 years since I have had sex exactly 10 years March 15th try explaining that to anyone that you dated I mean they always want to know my last relationship and I'll tell them how it's been awhile or try to put them off and say oh yeah Max and I eventually I tell the truth and I'm ever since I hit that two-year Mark people just look at me funny like not having sex with another person makes you weird sorry I was raising my child on my own and working and dealing with a broken heart at first and then it just time just kept passing and now people think like I said they think that is weird people think it's weird that I haven't had sex I like what is wrong with you think well haven't actually paid enough attention to the male species 2 have had sex let's face it talking to people having relationships meeting people at work you don't really want to meet people at work because then things just get awkward if it doesn't work out you want me to go to the grocery store because then can't shop there anymore if it doesn't work out when you have a kid come on try finding a babysitter you're not just going dutch you're paying for the kid try finding somebody that's worth being introduced to your child when you rub like I did and you had a dad and two step dads and just none of them are wonderful people none of them were great role models and all of them are happily playing my past I just don't want to leave that Legacy for her butt the holiday says she needs a male role model in Disguise her father is narcissistic and oblivious and well just still involved it could be so much worse but 7 is better than that home here it is and I don't know if anyone's going to read this one either but because I have no idea what I'm doing this blog is simple and boring and well maybe I should just say cats lots of cats cats are involved here cats and recipes with cookies because seriously what else do we searched for on Google except cat videos recipes for cookies that 99% of his don't actually end up making a Pinterest ideas that 99% of us will never end up either starting or and or completing so cats cats Pinterest Pinterest maybe someday someone will find this I realize just how pathetic life can be